Friday, May 11, 2007

todae, finally i realised how bad and horrible i am.
all thanks to the gal who had made the comment abt me.
although after hearing the comments made by her, i felt veri angry and depressed
but it was her comments that made me felt that perhaps i shld change the way i behave in public from now on.
hais.
i've been trying veri hard for the whole ddl lesson nt to tink abt it. but i just cant do it !
why cant i just ignore that hurtful comments.
im so useless.
if only my life will end tmr. how nice will it be.
no stress, no sadness. nth ! except freedom.
y cant i go back to the past. whr tings aint so bad for me.

hais. i felt damm bad that i ignored si karc when they toke to me just now.
im so sorry. i hope u all will understand.
if i din ignore u all earlier, i probably wont be able to ren until the end of the lesson.
anyway i still must thanks u gals for being there with me.
thanks bazhang and my "dog/owner" too.
im sorry for always giving u guys troubles.
and thanks for tolerating with my nonsense all this while.

what we could have been, 11:15 PM.